So an interesting event occurred this evening. Somebody called, and things didn't turn out the way I wanted them to. From an analysis of the situation, it wasn't really good or bad, but it was just plain interesting. This got me thinking…we all deal with certain problems, but certain blessings/talents also come naturally to us. Does this mean we all ultimately deal with the same amount of stress and problems?
My personal situation
I've got a fantastic family. We don't have a load of money and things are definitely not perfect, but we are much closer than most families. At an earlier age than most, I believe I came to the conclusion that my parents are generally wiser than I am. Who knows what age it happened at, but I'm certain it occured with me much earlier than it does with most young people.
So far, this year, I've had a significant amount of contract design/consulting work. It's the best situation (stay-at-home, flexible schedule) and it also pays very well. For the past few years, I've very closely managed my money. How wisely I have spent some of my money is definitely up for debate, but lets just say I only really purchase things that I know will last a long time and will increase my circumstances in the future (my Civic, my new laptop, my pimp desktop computer, etc).
Not all is the keenest of peaches
I have my issues though. For example, I tend to think about things quite a lot. If you over-analyze life, I believe it will just pass you by and you will not enjoy it. If you over-simplify life, you lose purpose, will, and general satisfaction. I concentrate so much on social situations that I don't just iimmerse myself in them. In general, I am quite shy, but there is so much beneath the surface that people never get to see. I'm pleased to say most of that is good stuff, and that is why I am anxious to be less shy.
I'm kind of a quirky guy. Everyone has their own “special” attributes….and I definitely have mine. For example, I usually have some sort of drum beat going on in my head when I am nervous. Sometimes I knock on hard surfaces and people become irritated at it. I have energy and drive, and the “beat” kind of keeps me moving. No, I'm not a psycho. Also, I sing when I am in the car. Yes, I have received funny looks while doing it, but hey, I don't really care what those people think.
In conclusion
Everybody deals with issues, and everybody has blessings. My theory is that they, in some amazing way, add up to be nearly equal for all of us. If it weren't the case, there would either be so many happy people in the world that you would want to just slap one of 'em, or everybody would choose to end their life, as they do not see purpose in it. What do you think about this theory? What are some of your positives and what are some of your negatives?
In Him,
Nate